Used to be…

Letter to my soul…

Just like a rosebud I bloomed under his touches and caresses, fad by the happiness of unforgettable moments of tenderness and spoiled by his heart beats that seamed to chant a song only for me to understand.

At his side I uncovered the infinity of the sky because only threw his eyes I could see the stars every night…But the sky felt down without him. He was more important than the sun and moon…I thought I was him brightest star!

With him I discovered the deserts secrets! Any heaviness…grater then the heat at day in the Sahara or more frightening then the night away from the oasis it was easy to bare if he was holding my hand! He led me threw the valley of the Nile to the very heart of Egypt where we stumbled upon the mighty pyramids! But he disappeared just like a mirage and the sand storm berried the pyramids under the sand…it is there that they will remain along with my memories…for only he can reach them now!

He led me threw the most solitary regions of the Amazon and he taught me to treasure even the most insignificant things in life! He sealed my happiness in a temple from the middle of the wild forests! I cannot pass without him…there they will dwell for eternity for I know he will never return to me!

Passion consumed me every moment I was with him…He locked the fire from my eyes and from my very soul in the center of the Earth, where its energy wasted being wiped out by the magma! I many times erupted in his arms…but now I lack the power…and so I linger on, “living” from day to day…

Only my heart remained…but it was his as well! He banished it to the deeps of the ocean and its beats became as seldom as the rays of light…inexistent!

I`m alive…but my heart beats no more, my being shivers no longer, my thoughts aren`t mine anymore, my memories I cannot reach!

I was an angel…but he cut my wings!

I was a goddess…but he deprived me of my happiness…

I was a fairy…but he stole my glow.

I was human…but he broke my heart!

And to what use a heart if it isn`t yours no more? It was his…I was all only his! He made me sing like a crystal violin with a flamed bow and iced stings!

Now darkness is all I have left in my life…