Dreaming once again…

          Heavy chains tie me to the bed…my eyes pain me; dry are they once more!

My dreams transformed again into nightmares that bother me more and more in this time.

The room`s empty…but still the voices that I hear can`t be denied! They seam to be coming from great distance…from a place far away! Their origins are undetermined in somewhere in time and space! They harass me with no stopping…merciless!

I fight to escape but my powers are too weak…

The chains hurt me, they seam to be bounding me tighter… my struggle is futile!

The baldachin has a terrifying air; just like a coffin, fixed for me, with hard shreds of black material hanging on its columns!

The wind mourns with a powerful resonance between the blanc walls.

Without me being able to understand it, the chains suddenly transform into spiked-wire that cuts deep into my flesh, going through the clothes that seam more and more unfamiliar as the soak into blood. 

And there he is… come not to caress and help me as he once did, not so long ago… he comes no more to banish the evil with a sweet and tender kiss but to deepen the enormous pain that enslaves me!

I scream! But not of physical pain…of the breakdown of my soul! The sight of him is an endless torment…with no boundaries.

I wake up…cold sweat shivers my muscles that are cut   through by violent and painful contractions! Tears fall down my face without me being fully aware of them!

I turn on the light but a tumble upon his picture!

I can still fee his touch, his eyes have still the power of making me dream, his smile torments me!

I put out the light… I dream once more…