Darkness

                                   I lost myself in the darkness…

        My troubled soul cries…a sorrow crowns the tear that ... upon my face…   

        My heart seams to be jumping out of my chest!

        It hurts…I can sense it bleeding…

        My voice trembles with grief…the wind carries my kisses toward the horizon…but will the wind get that far?

        I can feel my hope fading…

        Fear takes hold of my mind… I`m vanishing

        The reason brutally slashes my heart, my dreams and the insignificant memories I have left!

        As the hearts voice gets weaker…I go under a sadness that seams to be eternal…

        I … from day to down; every night I surrender to a sleep-like state, with no dreams… I fall in a bottomless dark pit…everlasting like my love, but that constantly reminds me of the emptiness that rules in my heart…every day icier and getting hard as pure stone…

        Everything turns to ash…

        Under the doubts law…the light leaves my eyes, my hopes leave me helpless al the judge of faith, my smile fades becoming a contraction of pain…!

        The rain comes to sweep the salted taste of the tears from my lips, to correct with obedience the regrets…

        I look around and realize that the one holding my happiness in his hand is far …to far away… ignoring me…crushing me with his indifference and breaking my heart over and over again….

        I stand in the rain staring at my death, unable to see a brighter future and incapable of understanding why it won`t take me…so that I can become a shadow, a thought…maybe a memory…

                                I`ve given up…